Ending imposter syndrome
Wrapping up my first six months at the Redwood Gazette, the transition from reporter to editor is quickly approaching as I have been putting the news together these past few weeks without assistance from my mentor, DebMoldaschel. With months of preparation, I know I am ready. But I have to admit... Maybe it's a combination of being young and being a woman that makes it easy to fall into a rut of feeling undeserving or even under-qualified for the position. Through talking with friends my age and other women, I have found this feeling tonot be original. Even with loving my job and believing the quality of my work reflects who I am, the feelings of being a fraud is still an issue amongst so many like myself. Is it the patriarchal effect? Ageism? And why do we unknowingly project these feelings ontoourselves? On the flip side, this has been a very pivotal year for me infinally coming into my own. A discovery that I had made is even with turning 18, the transition from girlhood to womanhood does not happen overnight. I would say 23 has been a very transformative year for me both professionally and personally.



