For weeks now Iíve wanted to offer words of comfort and healing, to somehow string together nouns and verbs in a way that they might become a balm for us all. But I have had no words, no wisdom to share.
Even my prayers have been short and repetitive: Please, help us.
I donít think Iím alone in this, this place of leaning on the Unseen because I canít believe my eyes Ė because I donít want to believe my eyes. So, Iím doing the only thing that seems to make sense to me. Iím making myself write about hope for 40 days.
When you study writing, you hear about the importance of descriptive language and rhythm and tone. When you practice writing, you learn that itís just as much about organizing your thoughts and taking a microscope to what you believe.
And right now I need to thoroughly examine hope. I need to see what it looks like in the light and in the dark, and I need to write it down so I remember how the story ends, how good trumps evil. Always.
I need this.
Iím starting Feb. 13, which is Ash Wednesday, in hopes that my heart will be better prepared to celebrate Easter. Iíd be honored if you chose to join me and to send some of your own thoughts on hope. Maybe you could write about how youíve found hope in the middle of your troubles or tell us about something wonderful happening. For those whose creative outlet is music or art, would share a song recommendation or a painting or photograph?
How about designing a journal page to share with us? I have seven already but Iíd love to offer 40 unique and inspiring pages that people could download and write on.†Imagine how beautiful a journal like that would be.
Maybe weíll find we donít need many words. Maybe weíll find hope alone is our balm.
Update: I introduced this idea a couple of weeks ago here at this blog and then shared it with readers of the Rochester (NY) Democrat and Chronicle. They have been generously sharing their thoughts on hope ever since. I do still have room for more, though… especially for those who would like to create a journal page. If you are interested, here are the details: